Feeling & breathing through pain

As I am sitting with myself
I feel how uncomfortable it is to be with all of me.
Feeling into the triggers, the well hidden parts exposed once again.
Breathing through the pain of longing to be part of something or somebody.
Breathing through the pain of seeking love and want to be loved.
Breathing to all what life shows me that I created myself.
Taking responsability for what my unconsciousness mind is projecting in the world.

Sitting in silence
Acknowledging all that is showing up
Embracing myself
Being gentle with myself
Forgiving myself for all those thoughts that are coming up out of the darkness
Saying thanks to all those moments and people which are giving me another chance and opportunity to clean and purify my unconsciousness mind.

Expressing my love for the Goddess
who is holding me so soft and tender.
Whispering in my soul that all is well, that I am safe and that I am so guided.

Yes, she says, you can let go the density of the past. I am holding you while you are gently being teared apart inside. This to reorganize, restructure and to transform. Your body and energy field are being upgraded to a higher frequency. To merge together in light.
Let it happen. It clears the way and makes room for full soul embodiment.

Evelien De Wit
Touch of Medicine